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This is the story of a girl in peril. The scale was her cross, pills were her holy water, and Ana was her savior.

I want to be so thin that... when the light hits me, I won't leave a shadow behind; when I walk across the snow, I will not leave one footprint to mar its' virgin purity. One day, I will dance between the raindrops in a downpour.

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DISCLAIMER
This is NOT a Pro-Ana site, & is not intended to promote self-harm in any manner. This blog was created to document my experiences with disordered eating. Eating disorders are not something I would wish on anyone, & if you are struggling with one, I strongly encourage you to get help. Stay strong.

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Special Occasion: Dinner with the Family Had to deviate a bit from my meal plan for the day, unfortunately. Meal: Half of a jerk chicken sandwich (no mayo, no sauce, no sour cream), black beans - plain, yellow rice - plain. All together around 800 calories. This, combined with a few other things still had me below my calorie limit though, so that’s good. :)
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Did okay today, had to eat a lot of cracker-like substances (I’m sick) so I feel super blah. But my calorie-intake was alright. :)
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60cals under my limit! 
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I binged so much today. Ugh. Punishment? Full week of fasting.
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Under by: 0Over by: 1,437Goal for tomorrow: 1,000
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So, yeah. Here was today. My excuse for this is, “oh, it’s my birthday weekend, it’s okay”. But it’s not, it’s not okay. Bingeing sucks… Under by: 0Over by: 1,506Goal for tomorrow: 800
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